In response to everything May 8, 2009
Posted by realove in Feelings, Life, Personal, Thoughts.trackback
thanks guys for being so supportive. haha. the ‘flamer’ is a very rude person and his main intention was to hurt. i’m not in the least bit affected by what he said about my english and my competency as a doctor. haha. i have very good english (although nobody would think that by reading my blog:P) and one of my few hobbies is writing fiction. hehe. The reason my english is bad on the blog is because its a punching bag for me:) its where i just type and type with no regards for grammar, spelling or full sentences and words:D because that’s how my thoughts run. its like streaming my thoughts into words to get them out from my head. that’s why i’m not at all perturbed (wow, what a BIG word:D ) by what some anonymous guy says.
However, one thing he said that woke me up. He said that i was not fit to be a doctor. I realized that could be true (not because of my ’horrible’ english but because of the fact that i seem to have let myself slip recently. i’ve been so caught up with other stressors in my life e.g lack of a boyfriend, my stupid boss, taking exam etc. that i’ve not given my full attention to my work. In that sense, i’m thankful for that useless comment:)
i’m on a weekend off now. its a much-needed break away from my daily life:)
p/s: i wrote correctly today just to show that i can:D but i’m probably going back to my usual style of crazy writing because this is supposed to be a stress-relieving activity, not an essay:D and to the anonymous flamer – here’s one up your ass.
Hurray for days off! Much needed rest and time to study for the exam. Uhg, I know. I have a history final to study for. Nothing like good old history. At least yours is more relevant to your practice than history is to an executive in accounting to be. I need this final to be here and over with. Even if I fail it with a 60 I’ll still make a low 80 or high 70 in it. I’d be ok with that. I’d rather have the B though. I want that B. So a studying I go.
The flamer may have been right on you getting wrapped up in your personal life and not giving that 100% to patients. I can’t deny that, but that is something that you can easily change. I wouldn’t mind having you as my doctor. Knowing that you are a regular person with regular issues is comforting to me. It means you would look for answers instead of just “knowing” everything. When a doctor has to look something it then it means that they are doing something right… learning.