Living Life Bravely

I hereby cleanse myself from all thoughts and hopes about E being interested in me as more than friends.

i wont try to see signs in everything he says and do anymore

i wont stalk his facebook page every day anymore

i wont wait for him to message / call / ask me out every hour of the day

i won’t focus on him anymore

i will focus on my studies and on other friends

i will see him as a friend as long as he wants to be friends (seeing as i’m rebound and all) and when he doesnt need me anymore, to accept it as just helping someone in need

i accept that he just sees me as a good friend that he can turn to when he feels alone

i accept that i am a rebound friend

there is still a chance that he might be interested but as long as he is not obvious about it and tell me out loud, i will not imagine signs of love. basically, dont bother until he bothers.

Maybe now my daily gastric pains will stop=)