Living Life Bravely

again i find myself scratching my head thruout de nite in bed… i dont understand… i’m fine thruout the day, no hint of itchiness at all, but at night when sleeping, i scratch and scratch. and its disturbing my sleep so much. and it makes me realize how can i be with someone. this is a secret part of me, separate from the image i present to the public. the part that scratches like a dog, scratch like i have lice, scratch til my scalp is injured. i really dono wat to do. i tot i had lice, i even used anti-lice, din help at all. isit some kind of disease. and it spreads. it starts with the scalp, then as i scratch and scratch, it will spread to my neck, my face sometimes, behind my ears, my armpits, elbow creases, vulva… am i having some fungal infection? i dono man. sucks. i want to do something, but i dont even know what to do. i’m disgusting.