Living Life Bravely

haha… i told him dat i haf fallen for him. i’m glad i did. he didnt react the way i feared. i was scared he would flinch and say, no we’re just frens. u r like a sister to me and all that bullshit. he asked me how i want him to react. i told him i not asking him to react at all. i just want to tell him coz its giving me alot of stress keeping it inside. anyway i’ve told him. and we’re still frens. i dont really expect anything to come out of it. i’m hoping something will of course. but i dont think it will. but the bottomline is i didnt just let this slip by. i told him. the ball is in his court now. whatever happens, i will haf no regrets. if he starts to be closer to me, that would be wonderful. but if he starts to avoid or act like nothing happened, then that’s his choice. its not something i can control or want to control. and there is nothing to push. its just not my problem anymore. and no matter what happens, i am happy.