Living Life Bravely

today i had to take the slack becoz i was working with juniors who didnt have any sense of urgency and took their time to complete their work. so 3 of them handled half the work, and i had to handle the other HALF. fuck. wait til they working alone then we’ll see how they handle. de worst is, my own work i missed out on 1 small thing, and suddenly i’m de irresponsible careless one. tmw i not gonna work like today anymore. let the work pile up. i dont care. i’ll finish my work, den i’ll go home. then i walked out to my car, exhausted and i find my sideview mirror totally smashed. then i drive my car and hit it on the pillar of the car park and dented my left back door badly. my heart hurts for my car=’( then i drive home and got caught in a massive jam becoz of stupid ramadhan bazaar near my hs. why evrytime they puasa the rest of the country must suffer with them?

and i realize that the boyfren thing isnt going to come through. i have zero social life. de ppl i work with all are in relationships. serious. chances of some stranger who is just right for me coming up to me in the supermarket and asking me out is too crazy to even think about. i think i am doomed to be an old maid. and i dont want that=’(